when have you ever cared? you haven't been there even tho i think you really want to be your just afraid and to me its all a bunch of bullshit. why should i be there when you need somebody. im not someone you can just drop and then pick up when you want to talk. im a person who has fuckin feelings that you obviously dont give shit about.

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i broke a promise to myself

and i cried like a bitch

welll all im going to say is you didnt have to lie

well i dont know who i am or why im here on this place called fuckin earth but i really wish i wasnt. i dont know who my friends are but then again i dont think i really ever knew. im sitting here drinking a glass of grape soda and im wondering who doesnt need a friend like me. i mean i love to have fun and hang out. and im always there when you ( Read more... )

well life is at a hault right now. mi havent hung out with my friends in like 2 weeks and they honestly dont care. always loved that feeling. i guess i cant hold us together anymore. i dont even know them anymore

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somebody needs to get me out of my house sooooooooon

so lately ive been thinkin about all the boys ive been with and the ones i cared about the most ( Read more... )

i feel nothing anymore. no joy or sadness but i want to feel joy again and be happy like i used to be but nothing seems to do it anymore. i go to school and i hate it i come home because no one ever wants to hang out with me. i guess im not fun. and just hope for someone to call me just to hang out or even talk would be lovely but nope no one calls ( Read more... )

i wonder at times if ill ever find someone to love and smile with. i always see all these people happy because they have someone and then i look at myself and i dont have anyone but why not? because im mean and only think of myself. then i ask people what they think of me and they say that im very caring and all this bullshit. then people that dont ( Read more... )

its cool how fuckin gay people are sometimes and its even cooler how they change in front of certain people. what im trying to say is i dont want those kind of friends. i dont need those kind of friends who talk shit about me when ever they get the chance ( Read more... )