I feel...bereft. I know I haven't lost a friend, but it feels like I have lost a part of my heart/soul. He needs time to come to terms with his own problems. I was only complicating them. He says that he wants to still be friends and pick things back up later... but how long from now is later? a month? two? a year?  When he does come back around, I ( Read more... )

And he cancelled. I knew it. Everytime he has made plans in advance, he cancels. why should this time be any different? Yes my heart hurts. It hurts alot. I feel like he is pulling away. I overreacted. I admit it. And maybe I was clinging a bit... but I cling to my friends. When they hurt, yes I hurt. It is being an empath. It also lessens a bit ( Read more... )

Today ended better. Briefly spoke to person of interest... He will be coming this weekend. Yea! But, we do need to sit down and talk. Lay down some rules. My first priority/goal needs to be helping him heal from his current breakups. Just be there for him. As a friend. If more happens, it happens. Doesn't mean that I don't want more to happen, i do ( Read more... )

Restless... and it isn't a "be productive" kind of restlessness. It's the "want to socialize" kind...I don't see friends often enough. Kind of isolated here in Houston; even with friends who live in town. You don't realize just how much of a social creature you are until you stop getting the opportunities to be social. When you know they either don ( Read more... )

So...Yeah. Alot has happened since I last logged on... Now to try and restart journaling. Again.

I will be working AKon this year. Yea!!!

In other news, my work schedule is about to change. I will have Saturdays and evenings off.

Anything you want to know?

AggieCon ConSuite Call out:
I need volunteers! If you are interested, message me please!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have a job!!!!!

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AggieCon 43 is coming up fast. March 23-25 @ The Hilton In College Station TX.

To my previous staff: If you are coming to AC43 and want to work ConSuite, PLEASE let me know. Email me ( aggiecon.consuite@gmail.com ) your availability. Will you be able to help EasterBunny unload wednesday? Will you be able to go shopping thursday?

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Our lease is up in December, so we are looking for a new place to live. The best option so far is to move in with a friend of ours in Houston and for Will to transfer to the office there. Being a bigger city, and not a college town, I will have a better chance at finding a job. Now if only we could get another car so I can drive to my future job...