Right now I just don't know what to do. I finally have a great guy, Allen, but I am so frustrated with the situation of not being able to see him. It's driving me up a wall. I feel like I am putting more into this than he is, that I am trying harder to see him and spend time with him and he could careless. And of course me won't say shit just ( Read more... )

i miss the mountains :(

So life actually seems to be going pretty smoothly at this point. Now that I am out of the hospital, and not having medical emergancies every two weeks!! So now I get to play catch up with my school work which actually isn't as bad as I thought it would be just a test and a paper in anthropology and then a test and a quiz in geography. And I am ( Read more... )

For once I would like things to go smoothly!?!? Oh, wait that would just be to easy. I feel like I am shit right now, even though I know I shouldn't feel like that cause family emergancies to take presidance(SP) But DAMN just call me and let me know that your ok!!!!!!!

God, I found a new band.... I love them lots. JamisonParker.... they are amazing!!! I have not stopped listening to them for 2 days now. But yeah, I am super homesick right now and all I want to do is surround myself with people who actually know me. I mean I blew off my buddy Nathan today, to sit out front of Ham and talk on my cell. I went ( Read more... )

Put your music player on shuffle ( Read more... )

so yea back in dayton and now.... vicki called me and told me that my grandfather passed away this morning..... I dont know what to do. yea i cried a little but not as much as i would if my mom's father passed away.... i just wish i new what to do...........

This summer has been awesome!!!! I mean it, even though I didn't get to spend alot of time with Kimi and Tony, its still been GREAT!!!! But now it's time to go back up to Dayton. I only have 12 more days here and then I move back in. And actually right now I am really looking forward to the break from my family. Don't get me wrong I love them ( Read more... )

Otay so I have been staying with my grandparents all weekend cause mom got a wild hair up her ass to go on this camping trip with some of her friends. Well like hell I am going to stay in the same house with Ted and Emerson. Just the two of them. That is a fucking death wish if I have ever heard one. So therefore I opted to stay with my ( Read more... )

This summer is CRAZY!!! Working two jobs, getting a car, house sitting, and having fun. I HAVE NO LIFE. The two jobs take up most of my time. Such as today. I am here at the Pool from 9 til 3 and then I head to World Market from 4 til 10. I really need the money though so I guess I should look at it that way. But for the next week I am ( Read more... )