ugh.. so i decided to move out.. i guess posts will be far and few between anymore.. nothing new is going on at all.. ive been trying to clean up the shit hole ray calls his room lately but thats about it.. oo and like a month ago i got a new cell phone.. its 484-651-7783.. i need to find out some other peoples numbers i lost.. oo well..

<3 x.o.

Im 18!! not that i feel any different or anything.. my birthday kinda sucked to be honest with you.. ray pretty much ditched me to watch the fucking super bowl which i think is bullshit but its done and over with now.. he was a COMPLETE asshole that night.. things are ok now.. he got me flowers, a carebears towel, a shirt, and a ring.. im more ( Read more... )

so things have been.. ok.. i guess.. seeing ray have been a challenge with my parents being assholes and all.. but we manage to get around it.. hes leaving for a week to work at some gun show in harrisburg.. ask me how pissed off i am about that.. well i shouldnt really say pissed off b/c hes actually working and off of his ass and making money.. ( Read more... )

So the past couple days have been interesting.. i havent been going to school first of all haha.. i spent the last two days at rays house.. we did a whole lot of nothing.. its great.. this morning neen called me at like 6:30 and wanted to go out to breakfast.. we all (meaning me her zane and ray) went to her work till like 9:30.. then she dropped ( Read more... )

you know there for awhile i thought everything was going ok.. no of course not.. why would anything ever decide to work out for me without giving me hell first..?? ray's been flipping out on me since about 8:00 last night.. apparently he feels as though i use him as a *taxi service*.. SORRY that my parents dont let me drive.. SORRY that he took my ( Read more... )

only two more weeks till my 18th birthday!! everyone be excited for me :).. i def cant wait.. one step closer to moving in with ray ( Read more... )

its been quite awhile.. for once i dont think i have anything really to bitch about either.. hmm ( Read more... )

hmm.. so the weekend went ok i suppose.. the only thing ray did was sleep b/c he was *tired*.. i was upset but i guess i made a bigger deal out of it than i should have.. its just i really dont see him much and when he sleeps the whole time im over there it kinda.. offends me?? i dont know if thats the right word im looking for but oo well.. we ( Read more... )

so yesterday for thanksgiving i went to rays house.. it was awesome to see him.. it felt a lot longer than four days :/.. things went very well for once.. not like last weekend when his friends just paraded in.. that really pissed me off.. the way things went down that night was complete bull shit.. im sry but if i would have been doing the shit ( Read more... )

so my weekend.. friday i went shopping at the LVM with neen.. we met up with my friend ledonne there.. OMG has it been a loonngg time since ive seen her!! got a dress for the christmas dance which im going to with brandon :).. i cant wait ( Read more... )