I haven't written in quite a while. Summer school is over, I passed economics and a 95 and Gov't with a 92. Yay. I'm working a lot. I've been going through weird mood swings. I've been crying and stuff a lot. it's not good. But life is okay otherwise.

So. I'm ridiculously happy.. mk?

I wish I would just die. I don't want to exist anymore.

I feel like my life is spiralling out of control. I didn't get a single A on my report card. How awful is that. I'm an idiot ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated since Reuben and I broke up. Not many interesting things have happened. I have a stalker. That's new. I'm dating this guy named Cody now. He's pretty awesome. He's swept me off of my feet completely. umm.. School is really hard. Like really hard. I think I'm stupid. I don't know what I'm going to do with me life and I'm really ( Read more... )

I think it's really funny that you expect my best friends to want to talk to you and like you. Why would they? You broke my heart 3 times. Don't be stupid. And the reason everyone is against you anyways is because no one likes you to begin with. You lie about everything. They were nice to you because of me. And now we aren't dating so they don't ( Read more... )

I was throwing up this morning when I woke up and I started my period. I'm somewhat pleased by the latter because now I am no longer bloated ( Read more... )

Reuben broke up with me today. No need for further explanation.

My christmas isn't going to well so far. My stepdad is in the hospital in ICU because his blodd pressure was like to where he could have either died or had a stroke. And he has to stay the night. I don't know how long he's going to be there. My family is really shaken. It's pretty upsetting. I dunno, just keep us in your prayers and thoughts please ( Read more... )

So my Thanksgiving break consisted of working every day. 8 hours. I called in sick today because I thought it was rediculous. I had to work on Thanksgiving. I was very sad. I cried. Yeah. Not cool. Reuben didn't go to Georgia. He was two days away from Pneumonia(sp?) and couldn't go. He didn't want to get his 97 year-old grandmother sick. So we ( Read more... )