goodbye live journal. i hate you.

i get to go back home on monday. how exciting. not that anybody cares.

so i had my surgery on friday.

when the surgeon was cutting the bandage, he didn't realize that my hair was like stuck underneath, so he chopped like 3 inches off the right side of my hair.

im kinda pissed.

but it can be fixed so whatever.

( these are from like 2 years ago.. )

i feel like shit.
thank you.

surgery tomorrow. what a bitch.

just found out that i will be having another surgery. this time-right clavicle. they need to put in a big plate because after 4 weeks, there are ZERO signs of improvement. sucks but whatev. i dont really care about the surgery, pain, or scar. the only thing i hate is the infamous IV. they scare me so bad. dont know what to do. well..here's ( Read more... )

today i have a dr. appointment.  for what?  i have no idea.  joelle and i decided to have america's next top model parties when it starts up again in september.  how exciting is that?  ya i thought so.  bye.

well, i had my surgery today. at 7am. bitch. it hurts so bad. my tongue is numb from going under. i still have the hospital gown on.

good news. i might be able to go to school this semester. how exciting!

i woke up in the best mood today.  its crazy because everyday that passes, i seem to be happier and happier.  i love it.  i've heard from numerous people that i improve so much everyday.  my blood-shot eyes have done so well even i think that they're healing.  i'm just loving life right now.  it's such a blessing to finally know that i am going to ( Read more... )

i have a whole new outlook on life. i've learned to never take it for granted because you never know when it's gonna end. [also: wear your seatbelt].

while robert and i were driving up to visit my mom, we got into a 4x rollover in his truck. we were about 30 minutes past las vegas. robert walked out of the accident with a broken scapula and 2 bruised lungs. i on the other hand came out of it with a broken right clavicle, a severely bad road-rashed left arm which will need reconstructive ( Read more... )