so it's friday night, i'm looking forward to the black keys concert like hippies anticipated woodstock, and what happens? derek convinces me to come out to the AICHE or something date auction, where i'm pressured into bidding on dates. the first couple were friends of mine that i promised i'd bid on, the last was a humorous attempt to drive the ( Read more... )

i'm washed up. washed up at the age of 23, how pathetic ( Read more... )

i feel like shit. scurf. detritus.

silent through our eyes and mouths
binding feathers to our hearts in icarus hopes
stunning faith with carnival candy colored salves
and a crushed shredded velvet mind copes

goodnight everyone, goodnight to the world
i set sail for the shores of bliss
i set sail, billowing, unfurled
parched heartbreak and sorrowful kiss
gingerly embracing eternity

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wow ( Read more... )

some dude just walked by my window and asked if i had some weed.

this is getting ridiculous.

wow, that claratin was supposed to last for 12 hours right? so why the fuck isn't it working? maybe it's the fact that it's mold and not pollen. who knows, but having a pill that doesn't prevent all the types is horseshit... it's like inventing gas just for lawn mowers. in any case, i feel like a pot boiling over, all violent and miserable, ( Read more... )

ugh... my head feels like a watermelon, all juicy and thick. i went jogging and my allergies staged a coup on my body, going absolutely haywire. it feels like fall though, and not a minute too soon. the air is starting to crisp and you can feel the ground sigh. i think that earthy, wet smell of decaying leaves got to me as i was jogging around town ( Read more... )

i swear to god, 3 fucking hours spent on the internet uploading and downloading, sifting through veiled promises and shangri-la webspaces. all for naught. this fucking image hosting shit sucks. all i was trying to do was get my livejournal background as edvuard munch's "the scream" just for kicks, but i can't even do that. screw it, i didn't want ( Read more... )