im scared ( Read more... )

So its been nearly two months since I have talked to the girl I used to be proud to call one of my best friends. Maybe its for the better - but then why am I still the one upset. I wonder if she even knows. I wonder if she knows that i cried, not only did I lose one of my "best friends", 8 years of memories, laughs, sleepovers, trips, our random ( Read more... )

we should call me the dumbest girl ever. so i just finally realiezed why i havent seen many of my lj friends - friends only posts. durrrrrrr i havent been LOGGED IN. so sorry about not commenting to all you friends only kids ( Read more... )

So after thirteen years of waking up early, taking what feels like a million tests, studying(or lack there of), sports events, charitable events, laughter, tears, fights, make-ups, hook-ups, those drunk nights, the insane parties, homecoming, prom, the SATs, senior year...its all over. The ironic part in it all was throughout these thirteen years I ( Read more... )

Alright. Im alive. just...busy. except for now. cause here i am, on a saturday night at home....true ( Read more... )

A) Here is an update. Hi. That is all.

B) This is too good to not have it be shown to the world
Sanremo6 (9:45:01 PM): do u know that you are my hero.
Sanremo6 (9:45:07 PM): u r a savior

Have a nice day.

Im finally starting to figure out the people who really matter in my life, from those who dont.

im so empty right now.
can i go back in time to two months ago when i was happy?
what happened? where did i go wrong?

NMLuv1386 (6:22:10 PM): you better be! i've been missin you &your entrys ( Read more... )

sometimes I wish I could just stop time, even for a few minutes, and figure out what I'm doing. everything is moving way too quickly for me especially high school. high school is like toilet paper, the closer you get to the end, the faster it goes. I thought id be happy about getting out of kings park, but the truth is, I am who I am because of the ( Read more... )