throughout it all... one thing remains... i love my mommy :)... she really does turn out to be the amazing one no matter what the situation...she is one special woman... and does small things to make me realize it time and time again!!!!

she put a shines a light in the form of thankfulness in my otherwise uncertain dark existance right now...

this can't be the way things were meant to be... this can't be how they continue...

i'm cold...

this house among ohter things... is empty...in so many ways....

knock knock... a while is over officially cuz no one rules my fucking life but me... i will be the one to make the choices... i will nut but run out or run off or run over.... in my life i call the shots... because i'm the mother fucking president of my world... in my world i'm fucking BUSH Nader and fucking clinton... which means i'm a gun loving ( Read more... )

peace out lj.... movin on... movin out... just being gone.

i thought maybe i was just dreaming... i thought maybe i would wake up and not feel this way... i thought maybe none of it was true... but i wasn't dreaming... and reality just smacked me in the face, and it hurts.

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tehehe...brooke just wants the booze... :)... and sorry about having to make u walk the plank lewin... but i guess what captain says goes... and i'm captain :) tehehehe... CAPTAIN MORGAN!!! I AM THE RUM!!! I NEED SLEEP :) yipee!!!

why am i still awake?... and why is it so friggin cold!!! ROAR!!! (yawn)

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