I have nothing to do. I don't start my American Eagle job for a while (I really don't know when) oh and I don't start my teaching job for at least another week, if not longer. Ugh! I want to get into my routine, but mostly I want to start making money so I can buy my car! Being at home sucks a little because I just lay around all day and play on ( Read more... )

I've been home from California for three days. I've be so busy working on getting everthing organized. I found a second job, and been working on trying to have a start date for my teaching job. I'm working back at the mall where I worked in high school, which I totally swore I wouldn't do again, but its a second job, those arent supposed to be ( Read more... )

I haven’t updated in a long time, well truth being that I tend to write on my computer without the internet and then forget to post the entry. But then that’s just me for you. So lets see what has happened since I last wrote anything.

I finished my nanny job with the family I was working for during the summer. I had a great summer. I ( Read more... )

So much has occurred in the past few weeks. Where does one start. First, my lovely mother- the one that actually gave birth to me finally left her loser husband (who’s now in jail) and decided to move back to Boston from Texas. Wicked Awesome! I have no desire to see her ever again. She’s been out of my life since I was eight, and now my ( Read more... )

I’ve spent the last week in the crisp, clean air of Maine; a much needed week after a terrible run in with Kate, the ex. After spending a few days getting my life on track, and slowly changing the control she had in it, I was forced to see her after a month’s separation. It was Little’s 21st birthday, so one could hardly say no to their best friend ( Read more... )

This weekend was Pride in Boston. I spent the weekend with some of my best friends. I loved it. We started friday night with a pre-party to celebrate pride and to celebrate Furts birthday.. It was really crazy. Then Saturday we went out for breakfast and a little nap before we headed out to the commons. It was a little wet with the rain and all. ( Read more... )

Its a known fact that if you want things to change, you need to be the change. So here I go. I'm done standing still while the rest of the world moves so fast around me. I moved away from everyone, my friends, my family and most of all my past. Although I'm not all that far away- only about an hour, it has served as a well needed separation. I have ( Read more... )

I have one question? How do you let go of someone who has let go of you? I know how tiring this all is, but I just wish she was out of my system. Most of my friends think I’d be good for her, but she’s not good for me. It’s true, I can take care of her, challenge her, inspire her, encourage her… but I’m left feeling empty. She knows how to love ( Read more... )

Its not hard to imagine that life is crazy. Who's isn't? I just wish I was a little better in figuring out what it is I'm supposed to be doing. I 've graduated college with no idea or really career plans. I wish that I wanted to teach, which is what I spent the last four days studying to do. But I'm not sure thats really for me. I'm hoping to ( Read more... )

So life has been wonderful lately. I guess once you just get over a hump... it gets better. I was a little disappointed that I didn't not past my MTEL's (the MA teachers test). I was a willing to just settle... but the more and more I spend working as a substitute I'm just more determind to past this test. So I bought some more study aids and what ( Read more... )