It's a place where my love for God was rekindled. Where I began to grow again as a child of God. I do not want to leave in such an irresponsible fashion. Like a thief who has to escape without a proper goodbye. I love so many of them. It's such a difficult decision for me. Been struggling and praying about it for a month now ( Read more... )

Somehow it feels..

Until now, I still don't really know what went wrong. I was never given an honest or full explanation.

All those "Sorry, I'm not good enough." or "You deserve better." are nothing but masks to hide something that he isn't even honest with himself about I believe ( Read more... )

Why do I try so hard..
So hard to occupy my time with things to do?

Why can't I learn to be still..
To learn to deal with this ME-time that I now possess?

Why must it be so difficult for me?

Usually I am extremely excited for overseas getaways. This time, it's a little different.

Have you ever gone out with a group of people whom you barely know, yet feel so comfortable with them? And after each session, you look forward to the next ( Read more... )

A paragraph I chanced upon while reading today..

"An ideal man... is the family provider, servant, and protector. God watches us when we watch over our wives and children. We pray for them and we put them first in everything: our time, our resources, and our patience. We make them laugh. We hold them when they cry. We control our anger. We are ( Read more... )

From Thought Catalogue:I want to be somebody’s number one. I want to have that one person I can guarantee will always be there for me, will always rub my scalp when I’m sick and tickle my back, will carry me through glass (metaphorically speaking, of course) whenever I’m feeling depressed and don’t want to get out of bed. There’ll be no worry if I’ ( Read more... )

[30th May 2013]Ryl and I are very thankful for this opportunity to join a group of people who are so warm and welcoming today. What's more important is that they love God! It's true that when God closes one door, He opens another. His plans really are the best. I'll just have to be obedient and trust His heart ( Read more... )

An aching or empty heart starts to heal when it allows someone else in to occupy that void. Everything else will turn around.

I am slowly allowing this to happen =) 

[26th May '13] - Sunday
"I vividly remember how I had, at one time, become totally dependent on the affection and friendship of one person. This dependency threw me into a pit of great anguish and brought me to the verge of a very self-destructive depression. But from the moment I was helped to experience my interpersonal addiction as an expression ( Read more... )