i would just like to say to all those who have posted about being without a signifigant other on xmas..... it's not that bad. sure it's lonely, and seeing others together is kind of a kick in the balls, but cheer up emo kids! think of all the good that you DO have. family, friends. the important stuff... maybe it's jsut the optimist in me, but i ( Read more... )

i'm an asshole. im a jerk im a slut, im a whore. i use people. im mean. im manipulative.i have way too short of an attention span. i lie.i scheme, i canive, i covet. im evil, im pathetic, im sick.i take myself way too seriously. i am the reason for every bad thing that has happened to me. i will destroy our relationship. im selfish, i hate, im ( Read more... )

forget everything i said in that other post... strange how fast things can change..... it's the story of my life.

list 20 people you know in no particular order:
1.jordan
2.jess
3.ashley
4.kayte
5.lianne
6.nikkie
7.eric
8.jimmy
9.nick
10.matt
11.dena
12.paul
13.emma
14.randy
15.matt o'd
16.kevin mc
17.lindsey
18.ryan
19.evan
20.paula

how did you meet 13?
we met in highschool, i can't remember specifics, but it was a blast, im sure!

what would you do if you never met 5?
i think i ( Read more... )

so what if i like a boy? so what if i missed 1 rehearsal? i've got more professionalism in me than you could imagine. am i not allowed to have mulitple intrests? am i limited to only enjoy one thing in life?

im walking barefoot outside and there's snow on the ground.

i've been creating alot lately. drawing alot. i think i have 5 new peices now. im ( Read more... )

some people can read my stuff on here, and know what im talking about, some people don't know at all. why should i hide it from certain people. why should i keep my feelings bottled up in metaphores and secrets. so what if they think im a bitch? who are they to judge me for my thoughts, feelings and opinions? this is my right as a human being isn't ( Read more... )

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i just decided that i need to say a few things.

Jordan- you are amazing. i know you know you're amazing, but i jsut wanted to assure your quams. well spoken, super smart, leadership that anyone would be proud to follow (ps im voting for you when you run for president). we've always had that kind of relationship. you know what im talking about. ( Read more... )

read between the lines
Cam + Randy - Randy = Cam.....  does my mathematical logic make sense to you? didn't think so, so here's my this is more than you wanted to know/more than i wanted you to know explination.

i met randy in january when i flew down to louisiana for the first time (wow that seems like so long ago). he drove jess and dustin to the ( Read more... )

ever think to yourself that you are gonna put your foot down. that, "this is gonna be the way it is, no exceptions" no matter what happens. i do it all the time. there's always something unexpected that happens though, an accident. well, i'm keeping my fingers crossed that this "happy little accident" will turn out to be the best accident yet.

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