So today i found out my boyfriend is being sent to Iraq and my dad has cancer. Merry Christmas...

i am so happy. i love him.

I have never felt like such a failure in my entire life. How could i get so caught up in bullshit. I ruined the only good thing going for me right now, and i don't know where to go from here..

Funny how things happen. The more that i grow up, the more i realize that everything really does happen for a reason. Who knew.........

:)

I am so lost with everything in my life. My best friend turned out to be a completely different person than i thought she was. My heart is broken over who she turned out to be. So within a month i lost my boyfriend of two years and my best friend. My mom just got here yesterday and i couldnt be happier because i can't deal with all of this without ( Read more... )

1. Where is the person you like right now?
in his bed

2. Have you ever kissed in the snow?
snowkisses!

4. How do you feel about the person who texted you last?
i love my jeana <333 ( Read more... )

im so glad i talked to him. things are so much better. im so happy and i love my family! i miss my baby and i cant wait to see him. and im starting ultrasound in july! i love how things have a way of working out! yay yaya yay

I feel alot better. I guess sometimes you just need to have that heart to heart talk. Thank God I've found someone who's so grounded and in check with reality. I get so lost sometimes but he always brings me back. Thank You.

1. How late did you stay up last night ( Read more... )

So i've pretty much moved into James' house. It just works better this way. He just left for his 23 hour black friday shift. Midnight tonight until eleven pm tomorrow. :( i miss him. I can't sleep alone anymore. I've been having the worst dreams the past three nights. They are so horrible that they ruin my day. I missed my mom and lucky so much ( Read more... )