why do I let them do this to me???? All I can think about is email and wanting to clean...stupid not being in New York! Stupid New Jersey! Stupid not having anything at all to distract me!! I actually want to cry at the moment, can you believe that? actually cry! HOW DUMB AM I!?!?!? how do I do this to myself? I can't sleep and it has been 33hrs
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