it's hard to imagine that i live with someone, who i know cares for me very much, and yet i still feel so alone. sometimes i wonder why he's even with me... i had a dream last night that he left me to be with his ex...i would never tell him this of course because he would tell me that that's stupid. that it would never happen. but the thing is... ( Read more... )

i am so stressed out with everything right now... school, work, i come home and it's a mess. am i expected to do everything? and if i mention the smallest thing to my boyfriend he bitches. so i say nothing... instead i let it fester until i can't take it anymore. I am so fed up! When will this bull shit end?

i'm lonely...

i'm just sitting here in the computer lab at school... supposed to be writing a paper for kiddies, a short story actually... this is so stupid. on thursday i have to turn in a 5-7 page paper on depression... since i have first hand knowledge on the topic i figure it shouldn't be too hard... but i hate formal writing... i haven't even started, i am ( Read more... )

krash is running around the house like a fool... and i am still sitting here, even though i have to go to school today and i haven't even begun to get ready. i am so freaking bored its not even funny...

my sister makes me so mad sometimes. she came over the other day and she didn't clean up after herself. i know that sounds stupid but lately it seems like the only reason she comes over at all anymore is because she wants something. she doesn't even bother to call and say hi anymore. she's so far up her boyfriends ass that she doesn't have time for ( Read more... )

Can one find happiness in anothers eyes? Maybe...


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I need help. No one sees who i really am...

I started my period today, which is good since i was thinking that i wouldn't. *relief* I don't know what else to say... my mind is blank. Just so happy that's all. I might get a puppy. Yay!

I was late to class again... but what else is new? School is so boring i hate summer classes. I don't know if i'll ever take another one. 4 hours just seems like way too long to sit and listen to one person talk. But one good thing came out of today! I don't have to drop my writing class. I passed that damned assessment test... ha, i did it. I didn ( Read more... )