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The setup, before the break down.
In a rare occurrence of fate I was fortunate enough to get the News Jocelyn was back in town before a lot of other people. I felt the usual giddyness that comes with having a ripe secret, and the regret that she is no longer a distant phantom. I've been up and down for the past three days, Happy for her, Happy for my friends that missed her, Happy ( Read more... ) -
No drama is good drama.
Good ol' lj.
Read that Xanga is closing it's doors this week. Prompted me to go on a reading/skimming binge. NOT a good idea, as I proved to myself that three years is still not enough time.. These things I just cannot seem to address. Is. This love still? missing someone and the things you shared. Looking back I feel more like a burden than partner ( Read more... ) -
Because I can
I'm not sure what the appeal is, of putting something on the Internet that you don't want people to read. I have to censor myself everywhere else, conscious of how I wish to be perceived I suppose..
Vivid sexy dreams about Ex's remind me, I need to get laid... Preferably soon... Sometimes I just want to remind myself how good I am at some things ( Read more... ) -
Annnnndd theeennnn.
Now I get to use words like ontologically prior to sound cool.
Test today in global pol. It's been a looonnnngggg time since I had to do one of those.. Since I'm keeping school hush hush I can't really go blabbing on FB every time I get nervous about it. Which is hilarious since I chose my almost dead journal to ramble on.
And now that I've tossed ( Read more... ) -
Monday morning
Some days I get these moments, where I feel happy, content, at peace. Like I am actually myself for a brief time, but these moments are transient and temporary. I go back to how I normally am, tired and waiting, tired of working and worrying. Waiting for the things that make me happy to come along. Then they're gone and I'm waiting again.. I can't ( Read more... ) -
The moon is up and it's lovely.
I had another one of those nights today, where I sat around, did nothing but check Facebook and read the news, napped a bit. A solid waste of six hours, where I could of done something. Of the hundreds of things I could have been doing none of them appealed to me. Not a one. I know it's hard for me to get up the will to run around late at night. I' ( Read more... ) -
Scatter shot..
So, while trying to get some important ass shit together I've learned that I'm all over the place, not like I did t know that already, but what the fuck. Is it so hard to keep thoughts lined up and prioritized? It shouldn't be this crazy, I feel like in going insane just trying to remember simple details, small things I need to talk with people ( Read more... ) -
Where do we go from here?
When I'm happy about something and it requires explanation I use Facebook, if I think of something small and witty I tweet it. When I want to open a depressing monologue, live-journal...
This is inherently a flawed system.. But one I will continue to use. I should remember to use this for all the good shit too...
I read an article recently asking ( Read more... ) -
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I really don't know how I'm going to work my weekend. I just want to kill or fuck something... Possibly both.... At the same time....
Your getting this so my FB or twitter doesn't. I mean god damn... Hormones or what?!?
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