It's really nice to have someone to get through the hard times with...

Really pretty pagan "marriage vowels ( Read more... )

Well... I met Aaron's ex-step dad David, and his wife Beverly yesterday. Interesting ( Read more... )

I might be going to see Donnie in jail today. Laurie wants me to get a letter from him saying he's releasing his checks at work to his mom. He wants her to give us rent money, and what-not. I think that's really nice of him. Poor guy ( Read more... )

My uncle Jack is really great for my soul, I think. I swear that each year I grow to be more like him. How strange is that? I guess I have more Deatherage in me than I thought. I've always tended to be more like that side of the family anyway, and I'm glad that I continue to do so. I guess I do have several people in my life that understand and ( Read more... )

I'm not about to go stick a needle in my arm, but sometimes I just want to disappear... I know exactly how he feels in this song. People shouldn't have to know what this feels like ( Read more... )

Listen as the wind blows ( Read more... )

Well, I  finally placed an add online for another cat. A kitten to be exact. It's long past the time I should have gotten Gish a friend. Not sure what kind I'm getting yet. Just a cat. I was looking at puppies too... if truth be told, but I think Aaron would kill me. I found this beautiful all white Husky... and he's being given away for free. I ( Read more... )

I'm just fucking.... angry.

Fuck people.
Fuck change.
Fuck money.
Fuck the apartment complex.
Fuck TJ for wrecking my car.
Fuck everything and everyone under the fucking sun.

Today it occurred to me how many minutes of every day that are wasted in my life. I've been terrified of growing old my entire life, and now I finally realized that "I have no concept of time, other than it is flying". Growing old is beginning to look like something inevitable, and I've decided that I'm spending all my precious time just existing. ( Read more... )