has anyone ever wondered wat the hell is wrong with the world? wat the hell possesses people to go out and kill innocent people for no goddamn reason. sure it happens all the time, war and watnot. but at least they have some sort of reason, that at least they believe it, even tho it might be fucked up or down right wrong. but im not talking about ( Read more... )

so.. life ( Read more... )

no one was around to talk to so i figured id rant at my computer screen ( Read more... )

its been so long since ive posted anything here.. facebook has taken over my life basically.. and just that i generally am too lazy to spell out my life. but i figured that this would be a good alternative to studying because, well, i dont feel like studying.. well actually i should be taking a shower cuz i havent done that.. but i feel sickly and ( Read more... )

well its been a long ass time since ive updated. and this is usually cuz ive had nothing to say or everything to say and just didnt feel like sharing. I guess i can honestly say my life is in a weird spot at the moment are where do i choose to confess this? on livejournal.. well y the hell not.. do ppl even read these things anymore?? well anyways ( Read more... )

im sick of whiny gay men!

i hate being up when i should be really tired, but im not. i hate being upset. i hate making upset updates when i wish i could just speak my mind. i hate crying. i hate bottling emotions. i hate my lack of communication. i hate when my friends are sleeping when i need to talk. i hate this entry.. ill prob erase it later. i hate when i try to ( Read more... )

fuck you APs... FUCK YOU!

ive kinda been in a not so happy position with lax recently and i have realized that i have been complaining.. a lot! and i dont really like that. so ive decided to change my outlook. ive decided to leave everything on the field. i like the ppl. i like the social stuff. i like the actual sport. worrying about the decisions of my coach and being mad ( Read more... )

im so incredibly pisses/disappointed in my lax team. we had a game today at 10 am, and we lost to a team we should have beaten. granted, it was early in the morning, but we had practice at 8 the two days before that so we should have been fine. but no. half my team decided it would be a good idea to go out last night and most of those that went out ( Read more... )