I have four days left of my freshman year.
I turn nineteen in two days.

I'm so scared.

I'm not sure if I am ready.

I'm not sure if I'm fully happy.

It's been a long long time since I've been here. EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED.

EVERYTHING.

People have walked in and out of my life since the last post.

It's so scary how you can be so close to someone and then ( Read more... )

Who would have thought that today I would be posting from the Penn State University library computer lab on my LiveJournal? Honestly, It's amazing to see where life can take you sometimes.

Speaking of where life take you, I've been on one wild path lately. I'm not longer a prisoner to my past. I do what I want and when I want. I get to choose what ( Read more... )

Checklist:

1. College Life...CHECK!

2. Family...CHECK!

3. Friends (old and new)...CHECK!

4. Love of my Life...Umm?

But hey, at least I'm going to see Guster at the BJC in October. You're jealous, I can tell :]

BYEEE <3

He makes me so sick to my stomach. When I think about him, all I get is the urge to puke. But when I hear things that remind me, I feel like I'm getting sucked back in slowly. He's just like quicksand. I can't take it. He's a big jerk head and I'm a sucker dummie brain.

Fuck your skills of persuasion. Curse my actions for what they've made us become ( Read more... )

I'll be frank, I forgot about Livejournal. Well, I've forgotton about the internet and computer in general. I've come to really dislike the computer, probably because I just don't have much time to be on it. But for my birthday this past month, my parents bought me a notebook pc for college next year. It's freaking awesome, so now I'm actually on ( Read more... )

I've been holding on through all of this, and I think we both know that's made things more complicated. You're the one letting go ( Read more... )

It's been well over a year since I posted in this thing.
A WHOLE LOT HAS CHANGED.
The end? We'll see...
<3

If you reply to this-
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you ( Read more... )

Umm yeah. So basically everyone suddenly jumped the Myspace wagon and LJ died...? But it's all good, I'll still update every-so often :]

So what's been doing down? Lots of field hockey, work, and getting ready to go back to school. Auuugh, I can't believe it's already time to go back! Tuesday needs to hold off much longer because this summer was ( Read more... )

Yeah this hasn't been touched in a little while. Whateva...

So summer's slowly deminishing, work is eating away at my life, and field hockey camp is next week, followed by preseason.

I'm sooooo tired now-a-days.

That's it, I guess.