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im the butt of the worlds joke, the quick laugh when someone needs a pick up, the easy target for someones laughter, my whole life for who i am im the one poeple can depend on to find a quick laugh at my expence, "man, laughter hunger is not yet fullfilled, i know, lets laugh at joes inabilty to tell time right, or maybe we can poke fun at joes way ( Read more... )

i think andy dufrane said it best, "i guess what it all comes down is, get busy living, or get busy dying"....i choose getting busy livin, lifes to short ot hold gurdges or be upset. find ur friends and stay with them, love um and be there for um, this one goes out to all my friends, love u all, take care everyone. peace out

u know, sometimes i think my friends are fucking nuts, just flat out fucking crazy, we all need help but some need it more then others.....nuckin futs

hay everyone....i made a joke recently about the 40 year old virgin saying that i was the 20 year old virgin and i said it to be funny but after a while it kinda hurt me...i know taht when as u read taht u thought that i only posted it because im sex starved and desperatly want sex.....but i dont...i have friends say to me taht the only reason ( Read more... )

the next time u read a new post from this site...it will have been writen by a 20 year old...god help us all....my birthday is only days away...9-18 yall.....hit up the post to wish me a bitchen 20...take care everyone

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

ture friends are turly a blessing,
false freinds are just poseing......learn to tell the difference...
i know i have

KNEE SURGERY SUCKS ASS......CANT SLEEP BECAUSE THE PAIN IS SO FUCKING MUCH...MY LEG HURTS ALL THE FUCKING TIME...IT MAKES ME SICK BECAUSE ITS SO CONSTANT....AND THE VICODINE DOSENT DO JACK SHIT EXCEPT MAKE ME MORE SICK....SOMEONE HIT ME IN THE BACK OF THE HEAD TO KNOCK ME THE FUCK OUT....AHHHHHHH!!!!

its funny....i should be happy, house to myself, lots of friends....and yet i feel really dead inside....like ive lost my soul....and and i cant talk to anyone about it.....even though i want to...but i know the reactions ill get...critisism instead of help....ill find someone to talk about it some day....untill then...i can keep it inside...buried ( Read more... )