Before work...Kendall came over and got me. she was so upset. i wish she couldve had a better day than she did. she deserves better. ive never seen her so upset before...it wasnt nice to see but it was nice that she came to me for help or to talk to ( Read more... )

I had about the worst sleep ever last night. ok actually it was pretty good but i slept on my neck wrong and now its all fracked up. it blows big monkey ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here listening to this cd with "Glycerine" and "Rockabye" on it and it makes me just sit and think. Wow, why cant i write stuff like that. and why cant i be like that. tell all my feelings without holding anything back. doesnt necessarily matter to whom....but just when i can. i seem to have this problem with telling people the truth. ( Read more... )

Things are starting to get REAL complicated. see i told everyone that right when school starts all the stress is gonna hit me like WHAM and its here ( Read more... )

hmm work was alright tonight. I was in SUCH a bad mood in the beginning right when i first got there....i almost started crying. but i stayed in the back and did dough b/c i didnt wanna be around anyone or answering phones. but im a little better and more together then i was before ( Read more... )

GOD IM SO MAD!

so many thoughts going through my head

"wish i had no life.
wish i wasnt alive
wish i was different
wish i could repent

everything ive ever done.
i hate myself all over again
im never gonna win
this fight with myself"

AHH FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!

i just wanna run away

Hmm I feel lost ( Read more... )

Subject does in fact make sense once i tell you ( Read more... )

As i sit here, in my black lightened room with my rainbow lightbulb ( Read more... )

Where do I begin ( Read more... )