I wish I had the will to hit someone or I had the courage to break something. I have so much ANGER and HATE and FRUSTRATION. i cant hold this in. i need to go away. god i did NOTHING wrong. and im not arguing with him. god i hate this. i hate it i hate it i hate it ( Read more... )

I HATE MY MOM! omg i am so mad at her. she just LOVES saying NO to me today. shes bein such a bitch ( Read more... )

STRESSFULL TIMES ( Read more... )

Things are getting so hard. School is literally kicken my ass. i have SO much shit due. fuckin 750 word essay due THURSDAY on some chapter i havent read and neither has have the school who has Davis's class. ugh so gay ( Read more... )

What a hatred day
A torn down dream
A world of mean
Cold, deep, depressed.
Insane shes losing her mind

Nothing is ever as it seems.
The light of the sky beams
on her face and all you can see is
a person who is not known to life.

Well it was about 430 and finally Ashley calls and she came and got me. I have not hung out with her in probably about almost a year by ourselves. I'm so glad we're still friends. i love her so much! shes a total sweetheart and such a freakin goofball. makes me laugh ( Read more... )

"See my days are cold without you ( Read more... )

Last night was a complete eye opener. Drinking and smoking alters judgement. haha! (not talking about me)....you shouldnt do something youll know youll regret before it happens even if youre sober. Lesson to be learned. anyways ( Read more... )

So i get a phone call today finally from my dad. havent talked to him like a month probably. so the conversation is goin nice, its goin fine...then not even 5 minutes, gets on the phone "Hey LOU send some money" and hangs up. i hang up with my dad b/c hes gettin pissed and i yell at my mom. then they put a guilt trip on me making me think that my ( Read more... )

So i started talking to Aaron again...sort of. Talked to him online for like 30 minutes. it was nice to talk to him since i havent in like 6 months probably. that was all that was said though...hi how are you. nothing more! still...it was nice ( Read more... )