life has been really horrible for the last 5 months, so horrible that everything seems to be funny anymore... it doesnt make sense to me anymore. what is life, who are these ppl around me... what is the reason im here, i feel like god is pointing at me and laughing.. what did i do. these are question that ive asked myself and the only thing that ( Read more... )

this song has totally hit the spot, to a friend that is gone, well maybe not gone, but gone ( Read more... )

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im allowed to vent, right ( Read more... )

FRANCES .... I WANTED TO BE THE FIRST TO SAY......


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todays the 3rd day of me taking in everything that has happened. its suppose to get easier right ? well its not, im feeling like the hole just keeps getting deeper and deeper everyday. every minute. every second. my mind wont let anything be, it doesnt stop running, constantly looking for answers and reasons. looking for someone to give me those ( Read more... )

the baby talk can stop ( Read more... )

as one of my greatest friends in the world would say, "Another Big Fat Misti"... yes skweels thats what I would be saying as well ( Read more... )

MY GIRLS GOING TO COLLEGE !!!!!!


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wow i havent written in this thing foreva !! things are going great, justin is getting big, hes already 6 years old... yay scarey... lol he doing really well in school, reading, writing, and playing ball.. me and nick are doing extremely great... i couldnt be happier ( Read more... )