So...livejournal...i'm alive...been through a crazy fall and now am headign to my new job in Minnesota! Can't wait! I'm so excited! Anyway...maybe I will update for real soon...maybe!!

This time isn't any different than the times before...except this time I know what I have to do. I am tired of waiting and hoping. I am tired of fighting for something that doesn't mean anything and apparently never really did. I hear your words but your actions have cancelled any sense of belief. I am not angry or hurt anymore because this is ( Read more... )

Josie said I needed to write happy things on here so right now I will!!

I am happy because I am going back to WI for a great summer! I am happy that I am hanging out with Josie right now! I am happy that I get to go to Jessica's wedding in August and see camp people!!

Those are some happy thoughts!!

On Wednesday it will be one year....a whole year that i have lived without my mom. I am still here which I guess is a good thing. I have the day off from work because there is really no way i will be able to teach classes and intereact with 5th graders. Things the past year have been very very shitty. I get to these points where I think things ( Read more... )

I don't think anyone really reads this but i dont care...I'm going to keep posting because I'm not writing on here for responses I'm just writing to get my thoughts out there for friends to read if they care ( Read more... )

So I awoke this morning after having possibly the worst dream I have ever had in my life. It wasn't a nightmare...but it was something far worse than that ( Read more... )

I don't really know what to write about everything that is going on in my life right now. However, I can say this....my friend Jessica F and I determined that my life is just so ridiculously fucked up right now...but we had some good laughs last night ( Read more... )

i need to learn not to talk on the phone when i'm intoxicated....sigh

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So I haven't actually sat down in a long time to write out my thoughts ( Read more... )