I haven't posted in forever. It seems like the only time I ever post is when I have something to bitch about ( Read more... )

im so heartbroken right now. my sabres lost and its all over. no stanley cup. no celebrations. no party. this has truely ruined my night, probably my week, and possibly longer. its just not fair.

i havent updated in freakin forever! well...im home and lets just say i didnt really have a happy first week here. but then things got better! i went to Hollins to see Jenni and had an amazing time. and now she's home and i am so thankful for that one (what the hell would i do without my twin?)! work is great as usual. and thats really all i have ( Read more... )

Meet Shane! Isn't he awesome?


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i finally had a day where i stayed happy all day. and the thing is that it wasn't really a good day, i just didnt let things bother me like i usually do.
hell i even got a flat tire! so, I pulled over and changed it in an Autozone parking lot while talking on the phone with michelle!

and work was amazing. it was probably the most fun ive had in a ( Read more... )

well i did it. i bought a new car. ill admit is was a bit overwhelming but making an impulse decision that rapes you of $20,000 is something everyone should do at least once ( Read more... )

this thing is cool! do it...please.

http://kevan.org/johari?name=stargirl1186

lets see...

I AM SO SICK OF BLOWING MY NOSE!

i thought i was better, i guess im not. i cant really breathe very well. and it sucks.

on a brighter note:

PHILADELPHIA TOMORROW!

yay! im so excited!

"just for the record, the weather today
slightly sarcastic with a good chance of rain"

i dont want to go to class...i have a quiz and i didnt study. suprize suprize...

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