shit needs to change.

Mar 18, 2011 01:55

so i know it's been forever since i posted on here but i just felt like using this journal as some kind of diary, just a memory to keep for myself.

ranty ranty rant... )

rant

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mariab75 March 18 2011, 09:28:13 UTC
i read this all without stopping! it's really deep...i wish i was at the same place in my life, i still have no desire to get back out there...
Good luck with your baby steps even though i'm sure you won't need it!

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stargirl82 March 18 2011, 23:41:07 UTC
thank you, dear. yeah, i was a bit reluctant to post it unlocked but then i thought... why the hell not?

those that matter won't hurt me and those who don't matter, well, they can simply fuck off. :)

i hope you'll be able to get better soon! i wish there was something i could do but i know from personal experience that there's not much i CAN do. if we don't pick up the pieces ourselves, no one will do it for us. no one CAN do it for us, really. we need people to rely on, to help us be strong and if you ever need me, you know where to find me! but they can't make our decisions, they can't live our life. i know it's hard. god, i know how hard it is. but if we stop trying, if we stop fighting, well... that wouldn't be good.

be strong, girl. one day we will both overcome whatever has hurt us in the past. we just need a little faith, i guess. and belief in our own abilities.

<3

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drunkinlov3 March 18 2011, 19:29:43 UTC
You know...I don't think I've ever been more proud of you, Bree. You're amazing. I know you can accomplish any and everything you want to. You've done it before and you can certainly do it again. I think this is a giant step in the right direction-definitely a good thing. :D <3333333333333333333333

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stargirl82 March 18 2011, 23:42:15 UTC
thanks, sam! :)

i'll try my best here. :)

how have you been? we never really talk anymore. *sigh* :(

<333333333333333333

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drunkinlov3 March 18 2011, 23:59:54 UTC
You're very welcome! I know you will. <3

I'm pretty good! Excited to be going to Seattle next week. :D

I knowww. D: It's horrible! I miss you!

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stargirl82 March 19 2011, 01:12:08 UTC
oh, wow, that's next week already? bet you must be thrilled! how long will you be staying there?

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theunwantedpath March 23 2011, 18:53:53 UTC
I finally managed to read it at full attention!
And I have to say I loved every bit of it. I agree with you, and I've told you a million times before that you are worth it. You more than worth it.
Good Luck with everything, and be happy about every effort you make, even if it's just a baby step. I'm rpoud of you, so be proud yourself.
And one thing I have to quote:

"it's about time i stopped existing and started living."

It's one of the best things you've ever written.

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