So i never write in this thing any more...and most of my friends on here dont either lol.I thought of deleting it but it has sooo many memories on it good and bad.I think its a nice kick in the ass when you decide(sp?) to go back and read it especially when it reminds you of what some people have done to you.You tend to forget and when u have it ( Read more... )

So i havent updated in forever ive been actually social lately so i havent been on the computer as much as i normally am.haha i havent been home really for the past 3 nights been kickin it with my homie lorraine and my new found friends! Good times i tell ya i love meeting new people.I've also been with my homie :) I love him i do :) hehe although ( Read more... )

As i sit here sipping my white zinfindel and listen to Prince's purple rain i realize its one of those "feel sorry for my self,missing holding you nights".The other night was soooo awesome and id give anything to have ya here right now holding me. I understand why we cant see each other and that you are and your family is going through alot.Thats ( Read more... )

Well I havent made an entry in forever and a day lol. My bestest friend was here for a few days so i kicked it with her I miss her soooo fricken much :( I miss having a friend like her around.Except for the occasional buddy ive been pretty much flyin solo. I did a photo shoot with Sarah that was fun :) very eventfull lol. I also hung out with her ( Read more... )

So i had a really nice birthday!I woke up with numerious calls and text messages so that was nice! Then Melissa picked me up around 2:00 for lunch at applebees and she gave me this yummy body scrub i wanted from ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my 20th bday YAY!!

So today was shitty....like anyother valentines day for me.But just when my mind is goin crazy..you message me and once again i get a small smile from you before i go to bed!! Once again comfort knocks on my door

So tonight was a nice night,Tamarah,Melissa,Samantha,Danielle and I went and saw Keith Sweat.It was a good concert and I enjoyed.Didnt really feel like a birthday type of thing like i wanted it to but it was fun.After the concert some party poopers went home while Tamarah,Mel and I went to my house and hung out.Girl talk u know. hehe goodtimes ( Read more... )

Could something good please happen...seems everytime i have a moment of happiness someone or something FUCKS IT UP!

Right now i feel destined to remain unhappy

SO here I am in SOCAL checkin out apts today i am excited!! It feels like an adventure yet i am terrified....although i am not moving here yet i am still taking the steps.:) im excited ( Read more... )