Ahhhhhhh I love ethan embry!!!!I have since i saw him in that thing u do.....there is just something about him that is sooo adorable!! I WANT ONE!! :(

The week I had was interesting yet pretty good. Work was pretty crummy as usual but i got to see my brother for his bday :) We went to dinner and a movie!!Ahhh how i miss and love him :) Then i ran into my old friend Amber and we chatted it up exchanged numbers....she clued me in on something rather interesting lol :) so we hung out the other ( Read more... )

Its weired how one day u are with someone and u know them and you feel like it will last for forever,to the next not even knowing them at all. I have realized that lately 2 people i thought i knew i guess i never really did :( The facade they put on i took as the truth.One day they were there the next it feels like they have vanished.

OHHH MY GOD PRINCE WAS FUCKING FANTASTIC i cant even discribe it other than he was incrediable and so is his band....ohhh and Morris Day and The Time opened i was sooo fricken happy i still am im on a high i tell ya!! I wish i could write about it but i cant even find the words!! GREAT !!!GREAT GREAT!!! :)

SO OMG yesterday was Freakin Fantastic i cant even wright down everything...I did the filming of Love,Lies and Murder.I got to be a Juvie girl and i had to wear prison wear fantastic!,i also had to have my hair all pulled back and hardly any makeup so I looked Well Scary and ugly lol.So anyway the director who by the way doesnt speak english (they ( Read more... )

So i had a really nice weekend...had dinner on friday night with Tamarah,my mom,Laqueta,Forrest and DJ.I was soo happy to see my little guy :) i miss him.Then we hung out.Then sat i got to see dani for a bit we had breakfast ( Read more... )

Excerpts from Monica's cd After the Storm they relate to how i feel ( Read more... )

So i have made the decision to look into the proposal my mom put in my head....I think im going to go check it out and see what can happen...im tired of being like this im tired of my pain.No one understands....i dont fit in here anymore...

Im not the one tugging on the rope....if you want to hold on thats your choice...im not making you chose...live your life as you desire.

I had soooo much fun in jackson!! I won 60 bucks it was a blast!! It was hella fun kickin it with new people.Except i felt extremly white lol they were all talkin spanish and i made elisa translate hahahaha :) I met her honey's mom and i guess she was asking me questions and was wondering why i wasnt answering then Elisa told her that i dont speak ( Read more... )