For once, I am taking time to enjoy life. I never had this chance. I haven't been studying as much, but right now I just really want to enjoy my friends and experience life. For the first time, I feel like I am living up my life to the fullest. Tonight me, Rich, Emily, Theresa and Ben baked star shaped cup cakes for Gwen's surprise party. It was so ( Read more... )

Things are fine between me and Patrick. I left some time between us and we fought until we made up. So I'm at peace in my mind. I had one of the best weekends of my life. I missed my parents so much and Ben was so sweet so he took me home this weekend for one night and then we went to Austin early Saturday morning. I went to the park with my ( Read more... )

It's 3 am and I have a test and a quiz tomorrow. Wish me good luck! I have been studying, but I have been more chill about it all. Ben stayed with me til about 15 minutes ago and studied with me. Patrick still hasn't talked to me since Thursday. I know I left him angrily, but if I was that valuable as a friend wouldn't he go after me? After talking ( Read more... )

So I realize that I am stupid feeling badly over Patrick. I'm wasting my time being sad over a guy who treated me like crap. Does that make any sense? Why am I bothering? This is my first relationship, so I just don't know how to deal. This has been on my mind a lot, but whatever. I will try and focus on something new to make the pain go away. ( Read more... )

So I have found that depriving myself of sleep is a habit to reflect on life. So all that drama of Patrick and Ben stuff: I have to just get over Patrick and go on with my life. In front of me I have Ben. He really listens to me and takes into account what I have to say. I feel like he makes me a better person. He and I are going to church soon, I ( Read more... )

My Government Test Kicked my Butt. Social work was nice. Too Tired to do anything right now. I got 4 hours of sleep, but now I can. Thank God. Btw: Happy Birthday Jacinda!

One more night of intense studying. I have two tests tomorrow, but I'm not stressed, but tired and a little anxious. I'm so glad I have Ben to support me through this. I really love him ( Read more... )

I was supposed to go home this weekend, but due to my study group meeting this weekend and a lot of studying to do, I have to be in Austin. I miss home and my parents. But this weekend was not too bad. I got to go to the nursing home on Friday and visit my patient. We just held hands for the whole hour I was there. Before I left, she wouldn't let ( Read more... )

Tonight was...well, I don't know what to say. I had a really good day today! I spent a lot of time with someone special, our paper deadlines moved to a week later, and I got free tickets to the Dixie Chicks concert. Of course the night would end perfectly with a game of Cranium, but it didn't. The spelling backwards game is not fun at all. I get so ( Read more... )

It's past June 21st, so summer is in full swing. Even though it's hot outside, I don't seem to want to embrace it. I miss wearing my fall sweaters. I just miss fall and even school. Those are the times when I actually get to see my friends. People are having the time of their life this summer and I am imprisoned at home. I love being home with my ( Read more... )