Happy 2 year anniversary to me!

Some days are good and some days are just plain bad, some days I smile all day long just because the sun is shining and I just feel good about life, not because of anything in particular but just because my soul is happy. Other days I feel so empty, so lonely and worthless and it seems that there is nothing I can do to make it better. Even as a I ( Read more... )

I quit... seriously I just quit! I couldn't be more sick of the games you have to play when your dating someone. Ugh... its such a headache and its so not worth it! My new years resolution: stear clear of men!

Crazy dreams last night... Josh Melcher came into the restaurant to order 25 Bacon Egg and Cheese and Gene comp’ed it, I ended up driving his dad’s truck home. I was driving behind Ryan and Hooter’s on a separate occasion and I saw her lay her head on his shoulder and then he kissed her. We got to where ever it was we were going and we took the ( Read more... )

So if you buy into all the shit I talk you might think twenty-eight days was exactly what a broken heart needed to heal but don't let me fool you. I still think about him, almost everyday. Yeah, I still miss him. Perhaps the worst part of it all ... I still cry! The part that hurts the most is that the last time I felt like this it took years ( Read more... )

I miss him, I really realy miss him! :(

You're in an uncomfortable position now -- damned if you do and damned if you don't. Well, maybe not quite damned, but it is surely annoying. You know what you want but you cannot have it at this time. You'd be willing to accept failure, but it isn't even clear why your desires are being thwarted. Don't waste time on discouragement. Move on, for ( Read more... )

So other then being sick ... I am broken hearted once again. I won't say it outloud, I can't go through it again so openly. I miss him but part of me is already convinced that he is not the man I need him to be after all. As excited and hopeful as I was... I think I made a few judgment errors. Well, I need to carry my sickly lil ass to some ( Read more... )

Sniffle... ugh! ahhhh... CHHHOOO!!! Ick, i hate being sick!

Dan ( Read more... )