Trouble in paradise! Maybe his perfection just makes me nervous and I am over analyzing the situation. It is possible my self defense mechanism is in over drive but I swear things just don’t add up. He is perfect in every way that I can see but I swear there is something hiding behind the curtains that he hasn’t brought to the table. Boy do I ( Read more... )

Okay so here’s the deal. He is amazing, so amazing that it brings tears to my eyes. Not exactly the tears of joy you might expect, tears of fear for I know that I don’t deserve this. People have warned me, after all of the hearts that I have broken I am bond to get hit hard sooner or later. Oh but please I beg you, let this be real. He makes ( Read more... )

There is something I should probably tell you, I don't believe I have ever been so lost in my entire life. I have fallen deep into the situation and there are no exit signs to be found! Lights at the end of every tunnel but none of them lead me back to where i was. Thank goodness because I don't think I want to go back there... if this is what its ( Read more... )

"First Date" ... strange feeling! Hmm, these are the moments to cherish i suppose, these are the ones you miss when your no longer single. I have to tell all of you non-single girls this isn't really as great a feeling as you recall it being. Rest asure! Well, he'll be here shortly have to go.

Okay so it's late, I'm tired and I have to be up in less then 6 hours for work but I can't go to bed just yet. I need to know, is it normal to be scared when a gorgeous human being tells you everything you never even knew you wanted to hear? I sit there looking at this beautiful boy as he speaks. I hear every word he says and my heart jumps but ( Read more... )

I took the back road home tonight. It is a longer route no doubt but it feels good to my soul. I needed to roll the windows all the way down, crank up a country tune and turn on the high beams. It is funny, I feel like I never use my high beams anymore, I guess the city lights shine too bright. For some reason I feel like I lose myself in all ( Read more... )

Why can't I just get by on my own?

Yep ... make no mistakes about it I went flounder giggin. I had such a blast last night. I went with Mikey and Justin down to Carolina Beach Waterlife boat dock where we were "giggin." HAHAHA... that just sounds so country doesn't it? "giggin" anyway, yours truly gigged the very first flounder of the night and came in second on over all fish. ( Read more... )

I believe that might have been the theme of my junior prom but what a shity night it was... lol Anyway tonight rocked we catered the Grand Opening of "The Village at Mayfair." The even went well and afterwards we all went out to Rucker Johns and ate and drank curtesy of Gene. Long story short had a blast! However my story must end here because ( Read more... )

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