"....lol, then i guess i should learn to get on my knees and figure out what im gonna say, so it comes out smooth when i propose to you...."

"if you were here i'd pull your chin up with both my hands
and look into your eyes to see if you can see the meaning
behind what words fail to describe...."

There are days when I just can't feel you anymore ( Read more... )

well yos i doubt any one reads this except for one person and uh he's not writing in his journal any more.....so i quit too.... i think.lol i dont write well enough here any way soo adios

well life is good but its going too slow at times other too fast....why is it that good times go by so fast but you can never seem to get out of the bad times? hmmm i think is because we take the good times for granted and the bad times we seem to obess over......maybe i'm wrong though.well i figure my life needs to speed up and put itself ( Read more... )

everything is goign pretty great latly....work is good love the people i work with they are soo cool. i mess up too much though.... live and learn right...school is good too... we got out of class early last night which was al great and ever think...!@#$% ....that reminds me i have to type sometihng for that class..... any ways he made us write s a ( Read more... )

well it seems i never right when i'm in a good mood but life is good. i was told last night that i should be more studios about my work in school. ha its only been two days of class, great! i'm going to work on that too. :) i'm feeling good about everything lately ahhh work freakin rocks i love the people i work with all except farah ( some middle ( Read more... )

well wow.... i've recently moved in to my grandmas house. crystal was planning on talking to her mom about moving with me cuz shes 18 now and her mom keeps threatening her living situation well that whole tihng fell through. i'm a little pissed at her for the tihngs shes done regarding that. i only have two classes math and english. ha i took the ( Read more... )

a lot has been going on. right now i just feel incredibly lonely. i miss my sister, she is going to be staying with my mom in grass valley for about a month. i cant really call her because she is in 530 area code. which kind of bites. maybe mom can knowck somes sense into that child though ( Read more... )

god for saken thing! i just wrote like a novel and it got an error. so i'm leavein for tonight.