well where to start.... this weekend was a little stressful but a pretty good experience. on saturday i think i just sayed home all day and then went out with cystal like i always do. we all wound up going to church. micheala.margo,rose. crystal and myself. it was a good day some good lessons i think it was great they were there. then as soon as i ( Read more... )

i found this poem i wrote awhile ago. i read some ones journal and thought i might try to write one.i thought i lmight have already posted it but i dont know. it has no title either ( Read more... )

yesterday was a pretty cool day....except i was hella tired. I went to bed at like 1:30 and got up at 6:30 me and crystal went to go pick up her mom from work and then we got breakfast and went by ARC to check out the institue. winds up we were like an hour early and so we are just gonna call them and talk to themor come in and register in about a ( Read more... )

well today was kind of a good day. i was at crystal house and left before i could start doing house work and so her mom got pissed at me and stuff. I went to AR and was like 15 mins late and the building i wanted in was clased so tomarrow morning i get to go back....joy. but i also have to decide weather or not i should got o girls camp or not. i'm ( Read more... )

well today was very uneventful. i got up at the crack of freakin dawn(8:18am) to thmas throwing me the phone saying i have a freakin voice mail that wasnt even mine. and then shut thelight off and left me in a dark ass room witha phone. a phone that would not stop ringing. i got up. my best friend is cracked. her psycologist knws her soo well its ( Read more... )

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where to start. ugh. i feel like such a loser. but i think i'm gonna get a job which is a good thing. i'll know in a few days after my drug test results come back. i well really be pissed if they come back freakin positive. Ry got a job today which i aswome he really wanted it. he has to buy stuff for is car ya know. lol. omg i saw the prefect car ( Read more... )

well yesterday was fourth of july... really i like spending time with my family and all that is good. Every time i come over no matter if its a holiday or not its pretty much the same the only differences are that my gram comes over which makes people less rowdy and stuff until she leave.... lol but this year it was not the same i have been ( Read more... )

well i just got done reading everyones journal that i have on my thingy. makes me feel better i guess. life goes on. relationships suck. probably why i dont want to get in to one. it makes more trouble. any way ( Read more... )

geez i wish....any way. jsut have to get this out all that happened in hawaii. all and all it was a good time glad i went. but i think i am more glad that i am home. made me appriciate it more. i thought i didnt need the people nearest to me i could just up and leave and all would be the same, sure it would be but why live off the memory of ( Read more... )