I've had such an amazing weekend. it's exactly what I needed after this rather lonely week. I am grateful for the lucid dreams, teary moments, bright lights, dancing, serene mornings,and the beautiful friendships I've made these past two years in the rave scene and out.

My heart is in woodley park, and mark's car, and on the dance floor!!

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dodging turbulence. hanging from a tiny tiny string that's bound to split any minute. They say fear stands for fuck everything and run, right about now I want to run as far as I can and fuck everything in my way. everything is a chain reaction, every action has a trend. Our wedding day is around the corner. The nights get late and my clock is wrong ( Read more... )

been doing the same shit... parties on the weekend.. kicken it in my south bay...got back from san fran two weeks ago and I got my boy back =] (AMAZING)

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hollerrrr
im in SF.

really lovely, long-ish weekend. I really do love my raver family. =] currently Grace is passed out on my bed and hasn't moved for like four hours haha. so I'm chillen, trying to get to the st.catherine's fair tonight.

here are some pictures from dazzles house before groovy:

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Last night was pretty lovely in its own way, sat around with my dsp family sippen a little somethin somethin. haha. and I just got home, its 8:21 in the morning so I thought I'd write an entry before I go back to bed. Groovy is tonight, so hit me up if you know the number ( Read more... )

"Ohh rubbish! which would you sooner sleep with, me or a skeleton? Dont you enjoy being alive? Dont you like feeling? This is me, this is my hand, this is my leg, I'm real, I'm solid! don't you like this?"

"Yes, I like that," he said.

ohh as the days go by, I keep telling myself that THIS WILL HAPPEN and this year is going to be AMAZING and I remind myself of how much I love autumn. I've been waiting all summer for the skies to darken and the leaves to fall and suddenly its allllll here and it's GREAT. I mean here I am, finally achieving all this impossible shit and I guess ( Read more... )

I havent been able to open my eyes lately. I just crawled into the shower and came out, even more tired. I don't know what's wrong but I think it has something to do with me emotionally. it's like looking in the mirror is a giant wake up call and I wanna stay in my fucked-up little world forever and ever. Tomorow is school, finally I can feel like ( Read more... )

something that would make it so that nothing mattered, all would be clear then. I guess I'll have to settle for a few brief moments, and watch it all disolve into a single second.. try to write it down into a perfect sonnet, one foolish line.

I'm going to san fransisco this weekend or next!! PARTY!!!!