Eep! I haven't had time to write in this thing for ages. I've been writing in my journal and a couple of notebooks actually. I still don't know what to say. I'm taking a sick day today, figuring stuff out, watching lifetime and eating granola bars. hooray for me! It's almost my birthday this thursday and I just ordered my kikwear a couple of days ( Read more... )

too much to say that I cant write down
too much thought, too personal for livejournal right now haha

"its the dawning of a new era, people consciously dont care, how unfair!" - No doubt

pics from 1up:

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Everything's been such a blur. I guess it gets pretty fucking old when whereever I go, someone else wants to fuck with me. Its either you want revenge, or you arent satisfied, or you're hopelessly devoted, or you're simply fucking bored. I'm tired of certain shady people. They arent worth my time, my breath or my thought even. Why the fuck is there ( Read more... )

I'm not a poet. I'm a shitty writer. I'll never amount to anything

=]

OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES!!!!!! 
explore & enjoy your earth.

what a lovely morning its been!! Michelle and I got going away presents because they're kicken us out of the house soon heh. TAO is coming right up! My parents wanted to go see paul van dyke but I talked them out of spending their new years at a rave.. hehe. I cannot wait to see what goes on the rest of the day. but if you're down to have a craft ( Read more... )

=] I know where I need to be ( Read more... )

And the man who thought it had been over a long time ago ( Read more... )

Amazing (AMAZING) weekend.
so lets lay around
& sit on our asses
pretending the world isn't clawing at our backs
or putting weight on our shoulders
like we've got nowhere to go
no one to see.
nothing to do.
lets just lay here
& lets sail away =]

I've been watching the world go by passively. My nights are pretty lonely, leaving me to think and ponder and write, until I come up with something I'm proud of. All these diferent emotions, good and bad, have been rising up from the back of my mind. The more I think about running far far away, the more appealing it sounds. I guess seeing those ( Read more... )