so i cut off all my hair so it'd be all my natural color and healthy... and now i'm dyeing it again (just the good ol' black underside ( Read more... )

is gym day. i start the "don't be a fatty, maybe you could run away from the creepsters someday, be better at tennis, and wear nice clothes" exercise regiment. yeah.
as long as i don't die of whatever this mono-esque disease i have is. cause wow. but whatever i don't even care. maybe exercising will make it go away.

that is all. for now.

i think it's funny i'm watching Workout and looking up Chanel bags on ebay.

what has happened to me?

none of this matters but the second last line explains why it exists ( Read more... )

so i deleted my journal, again, for a minute, cause i'm taking baby steps towards doing that once and for all ( Read more... )

i am not done with life in any way. and i am not perfect in any way. and i'm not in the correct space between the two or away from the two in any way. basically, i am not saying i know anything concrete ( Read more... )

i just found out i can have my spleen removed. i bet it's leukemia not mono.

today is hang over day. i wish i had my kitty to sleep all day with me ( Read more... )

oh yeah and as a side note i found a message on my phone on which my brother said:
"happy thankspatrick's day"

so i wanted to wish everyone a belated happy "saint's giving"

let it be known i'm drunk on Alka-Seltzer Plus Day tabs right now. It's for:
*Nasal Congestion
*coughing
*headache
*sore throat
*sinus pain and pressure
ALL OF WHICH I STILL HAVE!!!!!!but i don't care cause i seriously feel drunk ( Read more... )