Things that I want ( Read more... )

I'm like a barrel full of bullet holes ( Read more... )

little white girl ( Read more... )

Talking to my mom is one the best, most refreshing, most relaxing things in the world. Especially after she's had a couple glasses of wine and I've had a few beers. She wants to go to India to a temple and meditate for a month. She is transforming her life, not caring what anyone thinks about her in the process. She knows what she wants and she is ( Read more... )

Lately I've been dreaming about my grandmother again. Ever since she died she has visited me in my dreams from time to time, popping up to say hello. Two nights ago she appeared in my dream in the first apartment I remember her living in, a place I haven't been back to in about 12 years or so. She came floating out of her bedroom, it's shades of ( Read more... )

come to my country ( Read more... )

disloyal fingers on a disloyal heart
maybe thinking really is cheating if
thinking leads to kissing, leads to 
fucking over blood cells that would 
get up and fight for you, every last one
would jump out of my skin, tear through
tissue, start a riot in your name
and i dont know how much of this is
the imbalance of chemicals talking
sharp notes laced with ( Read more... )

I just experienced Reiki for the first time. Reiki is this ancient Tibetan form of touch healing that is becoming popular again in New Age circles. My mom, her partner, my aunt, and some of my cousins go regularly. You sit in a circle and meditate while the Reiki Masters go around the room and put their hands over your head, neck, shoulders and ( Read more... )

If you have not yet listened to and watched Barack Obama's speech on Race and Unity in America, I plead with every one to do so. It may be long, but I promise that it only gets into your heart and under your skin more and more as the minutes go on. Never have I heard a politician speak so honestly and so intelligently about something so important. ( Read more... )

i am at a crossroads between coming together and coming apart