people irritate me so much. and i irritate myself quite a bit too with my inability to just get my shit together and accomplish things i want to. but when i look at it i'm at least proud that i can take care of myself. like i am walking home with ash today and she's like... "i've been thinking about getting back together with sean." the first ( Read more... )

equinamity, compassion ( Read more... )

there are those things you know you shouldn't do...you know it's going to have repercussions but you do anyways. and part of you is almost happy. happy that you have something that no one else can have or take away from you. and sometimes, good or bad, it's just what you need. something nobody else can have. something all to yourself.

detached and worthless. or at least those are the first two words that come to mind ( Read more... )

so in the end, it did hit me like a ton of bricks. but really this isn't the end...this is only the beginning. for once in my life i have a good amount of faith that things will work out. some people really can turn your world upside down in the best possible way. it's just one more thing i get to be thankful for ( Read more... )

god, this hurts so damn much.

having a ridiculously hard time sorting through all this...and dealing with the fact that no one can help me deal with it. to not know what to believe or how to think about this. i feel like inside i'm simultaneously wanting to be loved and pull people i need closest to me, while the other part of me is pushing everyone away and fearing the ( Read more... )

so extremely indifferent that it almost physically hurts.

i take that back. it does physically hurt.

the worst thing about being indifferent is it means you don't even care enough to help yourself; actually you don't really care about anything at all.

envious
envious of those
who break
and pick up the pieces
one by one

i don't really want to talk about it. i don't want to talk at all. i don't even want to think. i'm happy but because of all that's going on around me i feel guilty for being happy. i feel uncomfortable in my own skin because now that i've found what i feel is rightfully mine (genuine happiness) it's like that's just not okay. congratulations fallon ( Read more... )

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