the space between the words i write and my feeling behind them is too great to ever be bridged and too powerful to ever be ignored.

snowy, sick, stressed...

maybe it's crazy, but i've felt nothing but insecure today.

all i've done is layed around and hoped to come around but it didn't happen.

it's about you
it's about me
it's about everything in between...

too damn tired and irritated to write anything else ( Read more... )

been working on my application to brown for most of the night and am halfway through, yes it is due...well, later today looking at the time. just thought i would throw in some more of my poetry. it may sound depressing but i find it comforting that i can express pain from the past in such a way...and just be thankful. so here goes ( Read more... )

sometimes I want to step out, just break out a little ( Read more... )

i had a really good weekend...then i just felt lonely and weird after it was all over. probably just my period. i still have a headache and can't get motivated, it's the story of my life.

sometimes i think back to those days, where i didn't really know you and there was that mystery...and i wonder what it would be like if i suddenly felt that again.

ahh my motivation for the last 24 hours:
"Look into your heart and decide who you really want to be. What you really want to do. Then rise above all the negativity you've internalized through the years, and never give up until you do it."

Inside my skin there is this space ( Read more... )

I am always behind. GRRR. I just want to go home and have an AWESOME weekend. I can't think of anything else right now but that...not all the reading I need to do and the upcoming tests, just going back. Screw environmental science AND philosophy. My head has been hurting for like 4 days straight so I am about to take a LONG nap...maybe when I ( Read more... )