So I haven't written in this journal thing for a long while, things have been quite hectic with going away to school and everything. I don't have a lot of free time, and when I do have extra time I try and sleep. Getting used to living with someone else has been easy because the transition from such a loud home life to a place where people aren't ( Read more... )

my aunt took me to see some boy and i was really excited except once i got there i realized i was supposed to be somewhere else...or i wasn't sure. i was so confused the entire time. my aunt drove around and i got dropped off and played putt putt with him. then i just walked down the highway and was lost. i wasn't scared, i was just so alone ( Read more... )

blaaaaaah...not enough time for good sleep today. i had another interview for a scholarship today. i don't think it went as well as the one on tuesday but i think that i am going to be able to manange, even though i feel so alone in the situation. i mean, even if i couldn't manage it's not like there is really anyone there to pick me up financially ( Read more... )