She said I don’t know if I’ve ever been good enough
I’m a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in
And I don’t know if I’ve ever really been loved
By the hand that’s touched me, well I feel like something gonna give
And I’m a little bit angry, well

This ain’t over, no not here, not while I still need you
Around
You don’t owe me, we might change
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2Am and I'm still awake writing this song

If i get it all down on paper it's no longer inside of me threaten' the life it belongs to.

And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd

Cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud

And I know that you'll use them however you want to.

So Tim and I talked and decided we would go to my aunts beach house. Yesterday he went and played paintball and went shopping. Then later I helped him get all of his shit together for the lowrider show today (like stuffing videos and stuff) then we went grocery shopping and then came to my house and passed out. This morning he left my house at like ( Read more... )

So I was supposed to go to the beach this weekend with just tim and I. We were going to stay at my aunts beach house for sunday night but now we arent going because we got into a big fight. I'm disappointed but I was the one who called it off so I guess I cant complain. I'm pissed off because the reason tim and I were going to the beach in the ( Read more... )

I just got home from LA this morning at 9:30am. Our flight left at 6:45! Woke up sooooo early! I'm not tired though. I'm at school right now. I got here and found out that my english teacher isnt even here today so I have study hall all day! WHOO HOO!!! Why am I here again!? Anywho, I gtg cause I'm at school! Yee haw!

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My life is so fucked right now. I have nothing.... I leave for Cali tonight and I have nothing to come home to. I'm having the shittiest week that is turning into two weeks. If I knew I was so fucking unloved I would have jumped off a bridge by now.

Sorry I havent updated in so long! So much has been going on! I went to outdoor school last week. It was a freaking blast, I met a lot of cool ppl. I came back and have been doing work all week. Also Tim has been very sick and I have been taking care of him, but now I think I am sick. shitty! Anywho, I'm at school so I should go!

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