I'm not doing so well at the moment ( Read more... )

I consume the broth of empty calories

To remove the worlds darkest realities

But every time I come to find

The same sorrows still come to mind

I build a tunnel to run from the hardest

Ive made myself the failed escape artist.

Isn't this just some Cinderella scene ( Read more... )

Being with someone is very hard ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder

What is going to happen to me?

It's then I realize..

I've never known. I never will.

I've started my biography.

I'm calling it And Now There's A Monster.

Honestly,

I've realized today that I am a very bad person.

I really don't care what people do or say as long as everything revolves around me.

Honestly, I have a tendency to use people in the effort of trying to make myself feel loved.

I'm a very bad person.

I'm probably going to hell.

I'm convinced I shouldn't have been born in this era.

I'm convinced I have to get back to North Carolina.

I'd like to begin this evening with acknowledging that I have loved a few people in my lifetime ( Read more... )

The sweat was glistening on my face as my eyes darted around the room and I felt my heart pounding through my short and completely risque dress ( Read more... )