sitting outside in nothing but a bathrobe
duck and cover as the wind begins to howl

so so cold

just like the rest of the world

here i am, playing duck and cover
as the windchimes flail

suck down one more clove, oh just one more to make the night go away.
self destruction is a beautiful thing ( Read more... )

I want to ask him if he misses me at all. I'm afraid to hear the answer.

I want to run upstairs and fall into someone else's bed, just to feel better and forget for an hour. I'm afraid if I do it'll ruin everything.

I want to be seen by the people I see...and ignored by all the others. I know it sounds horrible, but I'm so tired of people ( Read more... )

New year's eve ( Read more... )

So today I realized that, without realizing it, I have become one of those paranoid, passive-aggressive mean girls. Something that might not even turn a different girl's head instantly confirms all my worst fears and suspicions, and immediately makes me want to go out and do something to strike back.

"it's a sad, sad world when a girl will ( Read more... )

So we've arrived safely back from Pennsyltucky, and as per my usual, I'm all bummed out. Sigh ( Read more... )

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I don't want a lot for Christmas,
there is just one thing I need...
I don't care about the presents
underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own,
more than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby, all I want for Christmas
is you!

x marked things happen to be true ( Read more... )

i convinced at least a small part of myself that i was ready to move on ( Read more... )

Here I am, once again, home again in the place that shouldn't really be home. I wish I didn't feel so tied to this place, these people. It's time to heave a sigh and move on.

RICHMOND, pro's*with Muna, who I love and miss ( Read more... )