i don't know what the fuck to do. i need some guidance. things got better...got home today and now they are worse than ever. i will never win. i fucked shit up. i take the blame. i shoulda never gone to my parents for help.
HE CALLED ME TODAY.... we made up. he saw camryn today. we decided to be friends for now....try getting back together later on. we both need to save money... we both need grow up in alot of ways. but i'm happy....no more crying for me. we are going back tomorrow. woot woot.
"me in miami...where lovers love is hot hot hot!" said a very drunk and fucked up amy lou "....oh baby, i can feel it from here!" said an equally fucked up kristin
i will not try to be more than i am i will be a better mother i will take in every moment take nothing for granit nor anyone ignore certain people when they are in shitty moods, it's not me, it's him learn to not give my heart away so easily appreciate the sunrise love my family more