I’m supposed to be in bed but I can’t sleep, even though I am a little tired. I’ve been without my meds for over 2 weeks now and nothing drastic has happened yet. Except I’ve been getting agitated really easily and having crying spells. Both aren’t pleasant, but I am grateful the psychosis hasn’t come back yet. I wish I could be “normal”, or at ( Read more... )

Well I am officially totally addicted to WoW. I’ve been playing it nonstop and been having dreams that I’m in the game as my character. I made a new character named Starr. She’s an Orc Hunter. She’s actually pretty for an orc I have to admit. I like her purple hair and piercings. I have a pet black wolf at the moment named Worg. He eats a ( Read more... )

Today is Shaun’s birthday. He was actually worried that I had forgotten his birthday. I would never forget something like that. I wish I could’ve gotten him something, if anything a card, but I’m so broke. It really sux. Well I talked to my family this morning about him coming over for my birthday. They finally agreed to it. So much weight ( Read more... )

I’m so tired. On Thursday I had to pick up my dad at the Orlando Airport and go out to dinner with my family for my grandfather’s 75th birthday. We went to Red Lobster and ate like pigs. The food was delicious. I want to go there with Shaun for my birthday. That’s “if” he’s allowed to come over. I hate my grandfather with a burning passion. ( Read more... )

I went to see my psych the other day. She was nasty to me as usual. She kept telling me I don’t do anything with my life. I can’t stand her and I’m convinced she’s plotting against me and writing secret codes in her notebook about me. I couldn’t understand her well, only about her putting me down, because the voices kept chanting at me “she’s ( Read more... )

"My Immortal" by Evanescence has got to be the saddest song ever written. I have it playing in the background as I write this, and it reminds me of my ex best friend who I broke up with 4 years ago. It is so chilling as to how I felt afterwards. I was so emotionally crippled, I practically went insane. I had my mental breakdown immediately ( Read more... )

I created a new character yesterday in World of Warcraft because I didn't like how my last one was turning out. So this one is again another Troll Shaman, this time with black hair to show off her orange eyes. Her name is Azaela. And here's a pic of her:

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Well I got my comp back yesterday, I was right, the graphics card went bad. So the guy put in my old card and gave it back to me while the new card comes in. I thought that was cool that I don't have to go without my comp for another week. So my comp works just fine now. No garbly mess. I'm happy ( Read more... )

Well I just got back from taking my Final exam,I bombed it and got a C. Damn I feel like such a loser! I know I'm gonna pass the class, but my grade will be below an A, and my GPA will drop. I can't have that happen, I need to graduate with Highest Honors. I'm not pressured to, but it's a huge goal of mine ( Read more... )

I've decided where I want my wedding ceremony and reception. A place that sounds utterly divine. I want my wedding to be set in a garden area with violins playing classical music, on a sunny breezy floridian day. It sounds perfect to me. So I did some research online and found some fabulous resources. The location, an old Victorian building ( Read more... )