time continuously changes, so why the fuck can't i change the little things i want to? i wind up running in the same circles, repeating past mistakes until i turn blue in the face. i start talking to my exfiancee, we fight, talk like normal again. same fucking circles. rar. i don't know. i want to change these little things, and i need to change
I did forget to mention in that other post... i got my hairs cut. nice face frame, long in back (gotta cover the neck tat... keep mummsie from seeing it). dyed it red again. back to becoming myself again. fuck everyone's idea of what i am, by the way. just fuck it