So I have 39 days until my graduation and I am beginning to freak out about what the hell I am going to do. I haven't heard back from SU yet but either way the question that remains in my mind is Seattle or New York. There are positives and negatives to both options. I suppose if I don't get into SU my choice will be made for me but otherwise I ( Read more... )

How is it that someone can come back into your life- say everything you wish they had ever said and walk back out like they never even meant it? Why say it to begin with. Am I the only person that realizes that words mean something? I guess I always wanted this fantasy- like I thought in the end it would all be worth something but it turns out it ( Read more... )

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So back in Plattsburgh. First week of classes went fine. I cannot believe that in three months I will not be a resident of the north country anymore. Thank god- seriously this is not where I need to be to do anything with my life and as much as I love my roomates- it's time for them to be on their own. I need to be in Seattle- I love that city and ( Read more... )

So the question is- Is it easier to depend on someone or to be the one that is being depended on? Im not sure exactly. I know that having someone depend on you and your opinion can be trying but what if your the person who has gotten to the point where they need to depend on someone? Im faced with a significant challenge lately to be the person I ( Read more... )

So- here I am in Seattle- a city I have fallen in love with in such a short period of time. I will be living here- but it will not have anything to do with the boy. That went from great to not so much in the matter of a day and it is not worth my time to put anymore time into it. The thing is- even if we were not in this situation. If I had a ( Read more... )

Ok so I have somehow managed to come down with an illness right before finals and I think im going to freak out soon. I feel like I have the flu and I need to be writing 2 ten page papers and organizing a presentation but all I want to do is sleep. I really need to feel better quickly or im going to crash and burn. My second final is saturday so ( Read more... )

I need to figure out how to stop feeling this way- it's funny really- you can have control over so many things in life but you cannot stop or change your feelings. If you find a way to do it- it takes time and I have gotten past waiting to get over it all.