How can someone be so far away and still continue to hurt you? Its a mystery I guess and something im going to have to try to deal with. On a good note I have someone in my life right now that im starting to care alot about but we will see how it goes ( Read more... )

Well bought the tickets to Seattle... Adolfo and I leave on May 19th and return on May 24th. I cannot wait to go away for a few days and hang out on the beach. Who knows maybe we will fall in love with the city- or possibly California. Only six weeks left in the semester and I have a ton of work to do. Plus im taking summer classes- whoo hoo. I ( Read more... )

Wow- what a crazy week. I honestly don't think that I have ever done so many things in only a few days. It started thursday with Adolfo and I going to 80's night and ended with me at some hip hop thing in Brooklyn on the following Saturday and in between I think I drank about 80 gallons of beer and slept like a total of 8 hours. It was fun but now ( Read more... )

I hate wednesdays. I have to go from class to work and then back to class for another five and a half hours. But at least im coming home tomorrow so I will find some way to get through this hell. Off I go....

I dont get it- im up and down all the time. I go from fine to crazy because of the smallest things. One tiny insignificant thing can remind me of what I miss. Have you ever had anyone tell you that something shouldnt matter? Well it seems I have been getting that alot lately. But the thing is that it does matter- to me anyway. I miss my friends- I ( Read more... )

How do you do something that you have no desire to do? I am living something I dont want right now and I am constantly thinking about how I can get out of it. I have never felt this way before and there really is no way out. I would be disappointing too many people in my life if I did what I really want. What is funny is that it seems everyone I ( Read more... )

Of course the freakin blizzard of 2005 hit plattsburgh last night and it isn't going to stop snowing until tomorrow morning. Hopefully the highways will be ok and I can still come home because I may freak out if I don't. Well I have a spanish test in the morning anyway so by the time I leave im hoping everything will be good. I have a million plans ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really wish that I had the ability to turn my feelings on and off when they were appropriate. I hate knowing that things have to be a certain way and there is nothing I can do about it. Is it worse to know that the person you feel for has feelings for you too but you simply cannot be together? I almost think it would be easier for me if ( Read more... )

People lie all the time but its only when they mean something to you that it really has an effect. I have finally accepted the fact that I really let myself love someone again- even though the person may not be good for me. Sometimes you don't get to choose who you fall for. But next weekend will be the deciding factor in this whole ordeal. I ( Read more... )

You Are 28 Years Old

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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe ( Read more... )