Back from the cave... waiting seven days to post details. It is good to sit with the experience for a while. Thank you to Matt and Esther for the donations ( Read more... )

Back in town for a day before going on to the cave to fast. Peyote Way was beautiful as always. Annie is beautiful as ever. Met some really amazing people. The first time I visited Peyote Way, a single owl feather came to me one early morning. On this trip I gifted that feather to Annie. Within an hour or so a vulture feather came to me. No ( Read more... )

On my way out the door to the Peyote Way... want to get started on this now.

Please help me get what I need to travel. Please don't wait until my going away party, the sooner I'm outfitted, the better. Thank you so much!

Wish list ( Read more... )

The elder who taught me isolation fasting, Immanuel Trujilllo, passed on June 24th. Am travelling to visit the Peyote Way Church tomorrow before going to the cave for my 10th quarterly cave-fast. I'll be in the cave from the 21st - 24th.


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Friends, I'm taking a new direction.

I'm giving up my posessions, my pets, and my life in AZ as I know it.
I'm going to travel with next to nothing, by myself. No car, no cell phone, and very little money.

Soon I'll post with a request for donations. My goals are to be outfitted, modestly and compactly, for sleeping outdoors when I must. It would ( Read more... )

Peace be with you.  All my peace.
The peace that is I.
The peace that is I am.
The peace that is always.
Now and forever and evermore.


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Who should I be angry with, oh mind...
he who weilds the stick
or the stick itself?

Why not anger at this body,
which decides to feel pain?

Why not anger at the self,
who showed up to engage in battle?

Why anger at all...
for this drama playing out
is but a dream floating on star dust.

During my recent spring cleaning I realized that I had been holding onto some vinyl (records) for sentimental attachment... but the attachment had no true value.  When I consider how the music makes me feel today, well, it is either negative or just does not move me at all.   Ready to explore who I'm growing into, it was time to let go.  So I ( Read more... )

My twin sister wrote this to me recently. What peacefulness I feel when I read them! May they do the same for you...

"Time is linear. The things you love that you are still looking for
can be heard calling you across the waves in this ocean of time.
Feel them as you listen. It is like a soft cool hand on your cheek
comforting you and reminding you ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in a long time... the cyber world is seeming less and less attractive these days and I find myself more interested in connecting with the world around me ( Read more... )