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Hear me
So I tried to handle this maturely by having a conversation with you. Unfortunetely you made it very clear you don't want to talk to me. I'm dissapointed in how much you have misjudged me and the lack of integrity you've chosen to have in this situation. So I'll write all of this here so I can stop thinking about it.
Since our trip to new York you ( Read more... ) -
more than most
is it not enough i stand before you ( Read more... ) -
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okay so i find hand writing much more satisfying. yeah, i know, its messy and it'll drive you crazy to read, but its an art form, k ( Read more... ) -
oh my gosh
i just read you again. i had no idea i wrote ANY of this down. did i forget that part of me? okay well she's back. this is an unreal feeling. -
wow
i just read through all of these entries. my first reaction is laughing my ass off. what the hell was i thinking? hind sight is 20 20 but i was pretty dumb to miss a 18 wheeler heading full speed at me. honestly, its just funny to me. the weirdest part, i was looking for andrew's name in every line. like "okay wheres the happy part?" "wheres the ( Read more... ) -
okay. deep breathe.
count to ten. last night was great, and i think i'll just put this whole bad week behind me. its a new week, and i just have to keep telling myself i have nothing to worry about, and that he likes me.
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so this is what i'm not putting on myspace.its so funny, i just re read all my entries, i could copy and paste and put up how i feel right now. torn in two, hopelessly inlove, wondering if he likes me, wanting someone to take care of me and hold me and tell me i'm special. that makes me sound so pathetic. gosh i'm ridiculous ( Read more... ) -
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sometimes
every once and a while you cant have it all.
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failure
so why is it that i suck so badly ( Read more... )